-:: Suicidal Ideation ::-

I was browsing youtube for interesting clips and I found this hilarious clip… It’s somewhat Japanese or Chinese I think, hehehe, I don’t really know, I can’t distinguish what the language is. You don’t expect the ending, I bet…hehehe…

It’s quite likely that some people that read this will one day attempt suicide, so here’s a quick suicide prevention exercise: think of a list of 5 people who you might talk to if you had no-one else to turn to, starting with the most preferred person at the top of the list. Form a "no-suicide contract" with yourself promising that if you ever feel suicidal you will go to each of the people on this list in turn and simply tell them how you feel; and that if someone didn’t listen, you’d just keep going until you found someone that would. Many suicide attemptors are so distressed that they can’t see anywhere to turn in the midst of a crisis, so having thought beforehand of several people to approach would help.

Certainly it is true that counselling is not a magic cure-all. It will be effective only if it empowers a person to build the sort of relationships they need for long-term support. It is not a "solution" in itself, but it can be a vital, effective and helpful step along the way.

The Science Of NIGHTMARE 

I just arrived home from paying my smartBro bill and turned my PC on. Just as I opened my Yahoo Messenger account, the first glance I made to my friends and classmates’ statuses, I immediately noticed the 7 letter of miseries in our life : to the p - h - y - s - i - c - s !!! Would you have me defined it for you? Physics is a subject where you become problematic, psychotic and your nose will bleed with 1000 cc of blog, hemorrhage, so to say. It requires you a blood transfusion! Got it? We have been suffering this subject for quite a while now and it seems that it won’t leave us alone even if the semester has reached its finale.

It is not proper to say we hate it, we don’t really hate it, we don’t hate the teacher, it’s just that its so difficult to understand and It’s a very challenging subject. Without much psychobabble to make, I’ll go straight to the point. I got an average a prelim grade of 80 point something (78 posted in online; an error maybe), midterm grade of 85, a final grade of 88 and a disappointing average of 84. I should say my grades are not bad but I was longing to reach an average of 85 to qualify for the second honor and avail the tuition discount (hahaha!), not to mention my scholarship which I jeopardized twice this time. I’m really not in the thing of being an achiever but I just want the discount, hehehe. It’s not bad to put it that way. After all I made a great effort to make it but I guess I just can’t. I can still say I’m contented with it and I guess that’s all I can do for now and maybe I deserved it considering my attitude towards the subject. In addition, I really don’t expect to get the over all average of 90 to qualify for the second honor because I guess I’ll get low average grades in almost all my subjects (I missed quizzes…) What I’m worried about right now is my scholarship. I heard that CHED scholars need to maintain a an average grade of 85 for all subjects, which is really hard to do. I already messed with it last sem and I think it will become successive (oh god i hope I’m wrong!)..hahaha…

The Accepted Unaccepted

After the incident of the Physucks, I mean Physics nightmare, I got myself into this bizarre smorty thing. When I opened my email, I was so happy that I could forgot the previous event. The Sentence "Your Blog Has been Approved" was shinning and glimmering in my eyes. Oh great, another source of income. Just as I celebrated, I didn’t notice the email next to it, "Your Blog Has been Declined". I was startled and bewildered with this phenomena. I mean how could they send me an email informing me that my blog was accepted and send one again that contains ironic message? wtf! Are they playing a stupid game with me? They better not! hmp! I’ll give them hell of a spam if they do. Hahaha. To confirm this, I opened my smorty account and the last message was really true, they just rejected me recently accepted blog. I can’t do nothing about it so what the hell, I just accepted it. An oh, before I forget, let me tell you that I intentionally posted this topic here because I dont want smorty to know about this, this post was supposed to be on my Konoha_shinobi:: The Hyuuga Prodigy blog. If they know about this, they probably reject my blog regardless how many post I have there and how many times I submit it to them. And because this post is pretty long and detailed, let me give you a intermission number: PLEASE VISIT MY BLOGS AT

http://dayday.blogsome.com
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http://suicidalideation.blogsome.com/
http://licensedtoblog.blogspot.com/
http://konohaninja.wordpress.com/

The Return of the Comeback

You may not have noticed it, but I tell you I got this stupid lifetime illness, ASTHMA. Damn it, I could have just a simple cough. This stupid thing in me is driving me crazy each time it attacks it’s really gross spitting out slippery saliva (It’s not phlegm though). Hahaha! Well, I know a thing or two about asthma. Asthma is a chronic condition (generally associated with humans but also controversially being diagnosed in house pets such as cats) involving the respiratory system in which the airway occasionally constricts, becomes inflamed, and is lined with excessive amounts of mucus, often in response to one or more triggers. I got that one from wikipedia(hehe). And for Konoha Shinobi’s definition, it is an illness that you never ought to have and the last illness you would ever want to have while living, because if you have it, then you are considered UNFORTUNATE, and so am I of course.

I’ve suffered from this illness since 4th year highschool and it really gave me a hard time. Whizzing sound at dawn making you sleepless, making you cough at almost once every 5 seconds, and most of all shortness of breathe accompanied by scratches on your throat. It comes and goes, then strike back again and vanishes. In my case, I experienced this for a year and it suddenly disappeared. Now, my greatest fright, the sum of all my fears, has just hit me again. Oh God, I won’t last my days having this illness, please take it away or take my breath and life away -::SUICIDAL IDEATION::- I just hope it will leave me soon and never come back again. Oh damn, if only I am a real shinobi, a medical ninja, I could have healed and cured this in just some sort of hand seals and chakra manipulation.

  Well. that’s all about it. I just hope, everything is gonna be alright.

TRIVIA

- This is the longest post I ever made 

- This post contains 1039 words. Check it for yourself. hehe…

- If smorty and sponsoredreviews would pay for this. I would bid a hundred bucks for this. Hahaha!

- You have visited all my other blogs before you got here!